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Second Chances

It was early dawn, on Saturday morning at Surajgarh. Kunwar Shakti had just stepped out of his room and was shocked at the number of people running about the main hall. Ranisa Jaivanta was running around the halls too, overlooking the preparations for the arrival of the guest. He smiled with a little shake of his head.

“Ranima, what’s happening?”
“Shakti, beta, do me a favour and check if the room upstairs is fine for Ajabdeh?” Jaivanta looked stressed. “I don’t want her welcome to lack anything. The way she left the last time…”
“Ranima. Ranima.” Shakti held her shoulders with a laugh. “Breath.”
They smiled at each other. “I am so happy” Jaivanta patted his head “I hope, for now, these two become friends…” She whispered smiling “Jalal has promised me…”
“I know Ranima, we all want them to be together.” Shakti smiled “But let’s not make it obvious. When will she arrive?”
“I don’t know.” Jaivanta shrugged. “Pratap said early morning, why don’t you ask him?”
“Dadabhai?” Shakti let out a chuckle “It’s 6am Ranima, his midni….” 

His eyes stopped at the spiral staircase, down which came the man in question, in his casual jogging tee and track pants.
“Pratap?” Jaivanta raised her eyebrows worried “You are awake?”
“You didn’t sleep?” Shakti added in equal surprise.
“I slept. And I am awake!” He frowned at the amused duo. “I… umm… “ the duo smiled amused at each other.
“I think…” Shakti moved back two steps acting lost in thought “Someone can’t wait for someone to be here.”
“Shakti!” Pratap’s warning voice made Jaivanta smile “Ranima. Say something!” He sulked.
“Ha Shakti, don’t poke your Dadabhai.” Made Pratap smile before Jaivanta added, “Can’t you see he is waiting so much for Ajabdeh’s arrival?” Shakti let out a laugh hugging Ranima from behind.
“Ranima! I told you… that…” Pratap made a sulking face and decided to leave for a jog while the duo laughed.

“Pratap, check the room beside Shakti’s if it’s fitted to Ajabdeh’s needs.” Jaivanta stopped him.
“Ranima, why does she need to stay here? The guest cottages…”
“She is no guest here.” Jaivanta stopped him as Shakti smirked “Besides, what will she do alone there? Here she can spend time with us.” Time with Us? Pratap shook his head, he knew where this was going, too well, all over again, but this time, he badly wanted it to, as much as he hated to admit it, even to himself.

The guest in question was however giving her sister a tough time. Sitting in a pretty floral Kaftan and jeans, with long feather earrings, she stared at her sister frowning.
“So much for a weekend” Heer scrutinized her packed luggage as Brownie sniffed at it. “Jija, you are going to work, not for holidays remember?” Ajabdeh frowned at her sister’s amused face
“I remember what I am going for but I need my emergency clothes.” She shrugged. “In case…”
“yes Just In Case…” Heer emphasized sitting down on the couch beside her “  Someone asks you out.”
“What?” Ajabdeh frowned for a second and realized what she meant “Heeriye, zyada sapne maat dekho!”
“Ha ha, now it’s your turn to dream, right jija?” Heer’s giggle made her stare coldly.
“Fine! I am not going.” She picked up Brownie from the floor “Come Brownie let’s go sleep.”

“No No No No!” Heer sounded alarmed. “M sorry Jija, I am.” Ajabdeh laughed at her scared face.
“Waise…” she smirked “I heard Ranisa has called you and ma to dinner tomorrow after she heard about you and…”
“I am scared.” Heer interrupted.
“Now we are talking.” Ajabdeh sat down dragging her beside seriously adding “Now let me tell you what you can do…”

“Oh, Madam Ajabdeh!” Hansa interrupted as Heer giggled amused “ First learn some behavior yourself. Listen carefully. Don’t talk loudly, walk slowly, don’t let Brownie loose, don’t start eating before others…” She went on and on as Ajabdeh sulked.
“And for god sake, don’t start a fight, you know it is going to be Heer’s sasural and…” Heer blushed as Ajabdeh got up a little irked
“Maaa! I know how to behave, am not a kid all right?” She shrugged “Can I go now?” Hansa smiled before she hugged Ajabdeh tightly. 

“Enjoy your weekend” made Heer frown.
“Jija.”
“I know I know WORK!!!!!” She made Heer smile. They saw the car with Surajgarh’s emblem leave, as Brownie’s paw waved Goodbye courtesy of Ajabdeh’s hand, Hansa let out a worried sigh.
“Don’t worry Maa, they will be fine, Bhaijaan said so.”
“I hope so too.” Hansa smiled before dialling Jaivanta’s number.

Pratap checked his social networks carefully hiding the phone from Shakti. The Instagram story made him smile. There was a photo of Brownie, sitting pretty on the seat of the sedan, with the caption “Life rarely gives us second chances, if you find it, grab it and make the best out of it – AP” He smiled. I will make the most out of it and won’t let it go. He smiled. Only if You want me to.

Keeping the phone, Jaivanta announced, “Ajabdeh is arriving, she left an hour ago.”
Udai Singh nodded with a smile before getting back to the newspaper and Shakti eyed Pratap from behind his file with a smile as Pratap acted like he was busy in his laptop but his face was funny.
“ An hour till she comes.” Shakti said “I will go to my room with these files, till then”
“I… Me too… I mean, an hour is a long time.” Pratap got up too, with his laptop as Udai and Jaivanta stared at each other.
“Especially when you are counting hours in seconds, it's really long” Udai Singh got back to his paper as soon as he said that making Jaivanta and Shakti laugh as Pratap stood shocked at his father for a moment and shook his head rather fed up and red, and ran to his room instead.

Shakti followed in the toe and closed the door behind him, acting all within his files as he sat down beside Pratap on the couch.
“Umm… Ajabdeh will surely love the designes Tanwar made right?” Shakti stared at the opened picture on Pratap’s laptop.
“Yes, umm… I am thinking of making the sheesh mahal our private suite in the hotel”
“That will be great, ask Ajabdeh’s views. After all, they are Partners.”
“Shakti?”
“Hmm?”
“Do me a favour and don’t tease in front of her. You know how unpredictable she is.”
Shakti laughed a little and stared at his brother with a scrutinizing face
“Kunwar Pratap Singh? How do you feel?” Shakti smiled acting like a reporter.
“ I… dunno” Pratap shrugged “Happy, scared. I dunno!”
“Scared?” Shakti frowned.
“Yes, I don’t want to repeat mistakes.”
“Oh please, My Dadabhai never repeats mistakes, just know something here.” He spoke keeping his file aside. “ For me and Heer, you two are most important, and I don’t know what you two will decide for the future…”
“Shakti, she…”
“ All we want is, for you two to be happy, and with each other be it like friends.” His words made Pratap nod with a smile. He watched his brother leave and sighed at the screen.

Weekends close to you. I don’t know why I feel the way I feel Ajabdeh but now, I don’t want to screw up or lose you. Your friendship is more precious to me than… His heart skipped a beat and his throat dried at the thought my feelings ever will be. I don’t want to lose you. And my feelings will not come in the way unless you want them to, that is a promise. This time, there will be no mistakes.
“Yes Brownie, we are going… home? …Umm… to Princy’s Palace! Promise to be a good boy while I work! Ha?” She smiled hugging Brownie as he licked her hand excitedly.
A weekend at Surajgarh … a year ago, gave her different kinds of Jitters. This time, she was looking forward to it. Maybe because she wanted Heer and Shakti’s happiness, maybe she wanted to see Pratap’s parents proud of him, or … Pratap? She smiled shaking her head. I am glad we are on the same page. After that day the only time they talked was over text asking her about her arrival time. She had replied very formally. What was in store, who knew? All she knew was that she felt responsible now. She felt what she did or said might affect Heer’s future and she needed to be careful. Work, she reminded herself. This was a business trip, or was it?

The car entered the rather familiar compound, across the project area where a tall building now stood; she smiled proudly at Pratap’s achievement in concrete. The car zoomed past the orchards and the palace was in view. She straightened her Kaftan and checked herself in the rearview mirror, adding the chain to Brownie’s red collar. “There you go.” She smiled.

“The car is here,” Jaivanta called out at no one in particular as Udai and Shakti came to the door with her.
“Where is Pratap?” Jaivanta frowned looking around.
“I am checking.” Shakti rushed upstairs. 
Opening the door to the room, he smiled. For his brother was asleep on the couch in his tee and jeans, his laptop still on, and he was half sitting between work.
“Pakka, he was sleepless all night.” Shakti shrugged to himself, closing the files.
“Dadabhai?” he called gently pushing Pratap who was startled awake.
“Who what?” he rubbed his eyes.
“Come downstairs, she is here.” Made him stare for a second to realize who was where. He got up in a hurry making Shakti smile.
“You didn’t sleep all night? Isn’t it?” His amused tone was ignored by Pratap.

The servant opened the car door, and before Ajabdeh could hold the chain Brownie jumped out and ran towards the porch.
“Brownie. No! Boy! Come back here!” She let out a surprised call as Jaivanta and Udai saw a full-grown Brown dog running towards them at breakneck speed and moved aside, surprised. Brownie ran past them into the hall.
“Woof! Woof!” his voice echoed through the quiet hallway.
“Brownie.” Ajabdeh jumped out of the car and made a dash towards him. Running past Ranaji and Ranisa who stood surprised she said a quick “I am so sorry”
“it’s okay beta… Ramu see the dog!” Udai Singh called out as Jaivanta saw Ajabdeh chase the chain and Brownie run across the hall in circles.

“You will break something, bad boy!” Ajabdeh frowned scolding then looked sheepishly at Jaivanta Bai “He is just not used to long drives am so sorry.”
“ Aree Ramu catch him! There there!” Udai Singh looked excited.
Brownie swiftly ran, under the table, across the vases and towards the armour.
“Come back here you!” Ajabdeh made a dash for him.

Pratap and Shakti stood stunned at the scene as three of the elderly servants, and Ajabdeh seemed to be playing ‘catch me if you can’ with Brownie who was running around the huge area very gleefully. Shakti ran down to help as Pratap followed him, his eyes on the girl whose eyes said she was amused but her face didn’t.

“I got him!” Ajabdeh caught his chain just in time, making Shakti stop on his way with a smile.
“Quiet now, down boy.” Ajabdeh stared at Ranaji, Ranisa, Shakti and Pratap who were staring at her, dog in hand, along with the huffing puffing servants, all amused with Brownie’s antics.
“Am sorry.” Ajabdeh let out a sigh “ I am so happy nothing broke!” with that she leaned on what she thought was the wall as Shakti said an alarming “Ajabde careful” Too late as the armour dismantled and she sat on the floor, with the age-old antique armour scattered in pieces around her. Brownie gave an alarming shriek and again ran, just in time for Pratap to catch him, as the rest of the people ran to check on Ajabdeh.

“Ajabdeh”
“Beta”
“Are you all right?” Ajabdeh rubbed her head, which had hit the helmet and looked around a little wide-eyed with “Oh no, I broke this… thing!”
“No, No beta, it can be reinstalled.” Udai Singh added reassuring as Shakti gave her his hand to get up. “I think.” Udai Singh looked at the pieces.
The servants rushed to clean them as Jaivanta asked worried “Are you hurt?”
“No, but… it’s broken!” She rubbed her head getting up with Shakti’s help.
“All your fault, bad boy!” She whispered at the dog as Jaivanta smiled “Come let’s take you to your room, you can freshen up, eat something and then go to the site. Shakti will take care of Brownie” Shakti nodded in affirmative.

Pratap who had by now pacified Brownie walked over, to hand him over to Ajabdeh adding “Welcome Back Ajabdeh” making her stare as he smiled amused “Now this...” He looked around “Looks like YOU have arrived!” She narrowed her eyes at him as everyone laughed embarrassing her a little.




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The rainy night had given way to a rather pleasant summer morning in Suryapali. The temperature was no longer soaring and a gentle breeze blew through the plains of Suryapali. The sun peeped out through the floating clouds occasionally. Priyambada walked into her chambers after a luncheon to find trays laid with drapes and jewellery, waiting for her. “The Maharani sent this for some celebration in the evening,” Vrinda spoke, bowing at her mistress who nodded silently. Priyambada eyed the trays and exhaled. She wasn’t sure if anyone talked to Ishaan Dev about the rituals. She dismissed Vrinda and decided to read the scripture. As Priyambada sat down on the edge of the bed, scripture in hand, her thoughts travelled to the happenings of the night and she inhaled as her throat felt dry. Why did he stop? Did he feel that he had offended her? Priyambada wondered. She walked up to the attire laid down for the evening and picked up the drape wrapped into a bodice and wrap-around skirt. They w...

Ghore Fera

  ঘরে ফেরা   বন্দিতার মামা মেয়ের সাথে দেখা করতে আসেন তুলশিপুর। গরিবের ঘরের ছা পোষা চেহারা তার, পরনে খাটো ধুতি ও ছিটের জামা। মেয়ের শশুরবাড়িতে খালি হাতে আসা অন্যায় তাই দুটি মিষ্টির হাড়ি সাথে। অনিচ্ছা সত্তেও রায় চৌধুরী বাড়িতে যেতে হয় তাকে। তারা তুলশিপুরের জমিদার, সম্পূর্ণার শ্বশুরের মনিব, তাদের সম্মান করে চলা মঙ্গল। তা ছাড়া যে বোন  ও বোনঝিকে আশ্রয় দেওয়া নিয়ে দিনরাত কথা শোনাতে বাঁধতো না তার, সেই বোন  এখন মাস গেলে তার হাতে টাকা তুলে দেয়, অনিরুদ্ধ বাবুর দয়ায়। হাতে আসা লক্ষ্মী পায়ে ঠেলার বিলাসিতা করার মত মুরোদ নয় তার। অগত্যা বোনঝির সাথে দেখা করতে জমিদার বাড়ি আসা। এদের বাড়ির চাকররাও  তার থেকে ভাল পোশাক পরে; ভাগ্য দেখো মেয়েটার। কোথায় কোন বুড়োর বাড়ির এক কোণে পরে থাকার ব্যবস্থা করেছিল সে, এখন বন্দিতা রাজরানী।  জমিদার ত্রিলোচন রায় চৌধুরীর যাকে পছন্দ নয় তাকে তিনি সেটা বুঝিয়ে দিতে দ্বিধা বোধ করেন না। বন্দিতার মামা তার তেমন এক অপছন্দের পাত্র । বৌমার মুখে তিনি যা  শুনেছেন তারপর বৌমার তাদের প্রতি টান দেখে আশ্চর্য হন ত্রিলোচন বাবু। কিন্তু কুটুম্ব তারা। হাতে কর...

Trust

Ishaan Dev woke up at the sound of the hourly bells and trumpets and found himself alone in bed. It took him some time to realise that he had perhaps overslept as he looked confused, half asleep first at the hourglass and then at the sun rays coming into the chambers through the swaying curtains. He sat up to suddenly remember the happenings of the night, as his eyes travelled to the blood stain on the sheet and he sat in contemplation for a good few minutes. He finally had his moment with Priyambada and it was nothing like he had imagined it to be. A part of him that yearned to touch her and taste her was satisfied enough to realise that his longing for her was not only physical. When bodies entwined in the union, and he had pushed himself in, as he had with a hundred other women before her, something in him felt a different sense of completeness and fulfilment that he realised was missing from his life. He had seen Priyambada react to the sensations that were completely new to her, m...

Gratefulness

Aniruddha did not return home that night, he informed on the telephone that he was stuck in urgent work so he would return home the next day after spending the night at the client's house. Bondita spent a sleepless night. What would she tell Barrister Babu? And why would he believe it? She was lost in her thoughts twisting and turning in bed all night. She was hurt. Was her husband so reluctant towards their relationship that he did not wish to return home because of her? Once he was busy with some work and was pacing in the study room. Bondita was a child. Her Jetha Shoshur Moshai had taught her to serve her husband. She used to see Bihari take a cup of tea to the study room every day. Despite Bihari's resistance, she picked up the cup of tea that day.  "Don't do this, Ginnima ," Bihari was terrified. “Barrister Babu does not like to talk or be disturbed during his work. If he gets angry, I will lose my job.” Bondita ignored his words and entered the study room w...