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Vamsi Gupta was disturbed and distracted. He had just met his ailing son the night before and he was sure he wouldn’t survive another night. But Vamsi Gupta had a duty to perform. Ravi Varman had trusted his years of experience for the war of his life. He couldn’t let his king down. Ever since he remembered, his family had served the kings of Suryapali. And no amount of personal loss had stopped them. He had to live up to his family name and expectations. Raja Viraj had made the strategies for the day. The previous night he was with the accountants and finance minister in a long meeting where they told him very clearly that Neelambargarh’s treasury was not going to survive if the war went on much longer. He had to pull out his aces and get over with it fast. He knew the king would want him to take the call and he did, making sure he called all the surviving generals and allies with the clear instruction. Target the main people. No more straying around. If it were up to him he would have suggested the royals seek a peace treaty to minimize losses now that Ishaan Dev’s revenge was fulfilled. But he was not in a position to tell when not asked. 

Maharaja Ishaan Dev found it hard to explain to himself why even after killing Trishaan Dev, the feeling of revenge he had waited so long for, he didn’t feel the jubilation he expected himself to. He couldn’t help but be haunted first by his face when Ishaan Dev tightened his grip around his throat and broke his neck and then by the thousands of memories that he had since his childhood with Trishaan Dev. It was like he knew two different people with the same face. He couldn’t help but wonder about Trishaan’s last words. Was he really a royal? How could his aunt know about that and never tell? Why? Could he, if given a chance, be better than Ravi and himself? Ishaan Dev sighed trying to sleep but he was wide awake. He walked out of his tent watching the pyres burning in the distance and the red fumes and dark smoke filling up the night sky. The ashes flew with the wind and the smell was of blood and pyres. He breathed in. He had sent a messenger to the capital. He expected him back by the end of the next day. He had to finish some unfinished promises.

Rajputra Aniruddha had faced Bhupati Madan Rai for the first time that dawn on the field. Raja Viraj had made it clear to him. His job was to target allied kings. And no better target to start from than the turned king. Rajputra Aniruddha hung his hammer club over his shoulder as the Sangramika chariot drove him right in front of Madan Rai. The man was mounted on his horse and running across the field over to the Neelambargarhi side in search of Ishaan Dev. He was stopped by Aniruddha’s chariot. He charged at the prince with a flail in hand and was thrown off his horse by the prince’s spear. The prince of Chandramer swung his club fully around his hand like a spinner and jumped down from his chariot to walk towards the fallen king. He swung his hammer and Madan Rai moved away just in time to pick up his fallen spiked flail. A blow at Rajputra Aniruddha threw him off balance and he landed a few feet away near his chariot. The spikes injured his hand and face as he stood up without losing the hammer from his grip. He charged at Madan Rai who defended his move and they locked weapons. Rajputra Aniruddha was high on his morals. He could not stand the kind of betrayal Aswar had done. Madan Rai would have to pay for the sins of his son. He swung the hammer at him repeatedly.

Vamsi Gupta aimed his spiked arrows at Raja Viraj who stretched his bow. The arrows were released from both ends and nullified each other. Raja Viraj was quick with his next. He had the advantage of youth and Vamsi Gupta of experience. Soon they ran out of arrows after two injured Raja Viraj on his arm and shoulder and another hit Vamsi Gupta on the side of his abdomen. They could feel blood soak their clothes but they were not ready to give up just yet. Raja Viraj felt a little numb on his injured arm but he was sure to aim his spear upright at the chariot of Vamsi Gupta. But soon Raja Viraj discovered that Vamsi Gupta was not in his best self. He was aware of how seriously they had managed to injure his son and knew that he was emotional. Raja Viraj was determined to end this battle once and for all. 

Madan Rai’s dead body was pulled away from the battlefield by some of Aswar’s troops who no longer wanted to be part of the war. Vairath’s troop which had been feeling the same, especially with the uncertainty that loomed over them, seemed to join their sides. It was Raja Sarthak who tried in vain to make the troops stay. First with politeness, then with a sense of duty and lastly with threat. He soon realised that they were beyond his influence. It meant a huge blow to Suryapali’s strength. When Ravi Varman was informed of the same he was frustrated. He had lost his best men and now his troops. He was all alone. Just then almost like the universe wanted to remind him of home, a messenger arrived, with a letter from the queen of Suryapali.

Raja Viraj had fainted due to acute blood loss on the battlefield. He had managed to spear Vamsi Gupta across his heart before he fell and the medicine men informed Maharaja Ishaan Dev that a lot of blood was lost. He needed treatment and that meant he was not fit for war anymore. Raja Girik was already injured and the only able man left to be chief of arms was Rajputra Aniruddha who seemed to remind him oddly of his younger self, impulsive and competent. But something made Ishaan Dev feel terribly uneasy. It was then that an entourage arrived, surprising him as the light of the torch, almost like an answer to his questions and a calm to his storm, entered the Maharani of Neelambargarh.

“Priya.” Ishaan Dev said it out loud to make sure he was not dreaming or hallucinating. “It is really you.” She nodded as the people bowed and she walked up to him.
“What are you doing here?” He sounded agitated. “It is not safe.”
Before she spoke, Maharani Priyambada came near him and traced her hand carefully over his bruised face and arm. Ishaan Dev exhaled like her touch made him want to sleep peacefully in her arms.
“We need to talk about something important.” She said looking around. “In private.” he nodded immediately concerned for Mrityunjoy. She reassured him that he was safe and healthy. As they were about to approach the tent a messenger arrived from the capital. With him was the Urn Priyambada recognised.
“But first, release Tarabai.” She said before the king could speak. “She has suffered enough. She will be happy to know you avenged her death.” Ishaan Dev could only nod as he watched her take the Urn, touch it to her forehead and hand it over to him. Devdoot came in urgency and bowed.
“It is the Raja. His fever shot up,” he informed as Priyambada frowned a little.
“You go see what he needs. I will…” Ishaan Dev made Priyambada nod as she walked away with Devdoot towards the medical tent.
“Have you met Urvi?” She asked as he shook his head, removing the curtain of the tent.
“Go on then. I command you.” She insisted as Devdoot bowed and left. Priyambada entered the tent and saw Raja Viraj unconscious on the bed while the nurses rushed around him.
“Will he be fine?” She managed to ask the medicine man as her throat went dry. His children were too young. What could she answer to Smriti? The medicine man shrugged. 
“It is a good sign that his fever is receding with the medicine but I honestly can’t tell until some more time has passed.” She nodded, composing herself as she walked up to the bed. Priyambada fought off an impulse to touch his sweaty forehead as he slept and turned to walk back to Maharaja’s tent and wait for him to return.

When Urvi hugged Devdoot it felt like an eternity had passed between them. She caressed his scars. He smiled proudly at her. “I am not afraid of war anymore.” She nodded. “I saw that the day you saved her.”
“I was saving you too.” he kissed her forehead. How he wished the war was over.
Ishaan Dev released the ashes of Tarabai in the flowing stream of the Maya. Like her name, the illusion of life that bound Tarabai’s soul was now free. He remembered her as he closed his eyes and prayed in the knee-deep water. It was cold and he shivered a little before he walked up the bank and headed to his tent. Maharani Priyambada paced the room in a pensive mood and stopped at his appearance. 
“It's done.” He said quite formally. She nodded. “He is still in danger.” Ishaan Dev sighed. Priyambada continued. “Sumedha wrote to me.” He stopped from picking up his jewellery as he frowned at her. “What more could she say now?”
“Something you should know.” She handed him the two scrolls. “I… we… both of us as queens believe that this war should end. We are on the verge of attacking our children and wiping off the dynasty. We should wake up before hatred completely blinds us.” Ishaan Dev looked amused at his wife.
“What else did you expect?” he asked as Priyambada pushed the scrolls again. “Read them. This war is meaningless.” She shook her head. “If we can make a difference and bring peace to our people and our children, should we not?” Ishaan Dev sighed as he read both scrolls with a frown. Priyambada waited. He then cleared his throat.
“I understand your motherly concerns. I respect it. But your idea of a utopian world where no wars exist will not happen as long as monarchy and power exist.” he shook his head. “And you are counting Sumedha’s words, she is not a co-regent of Suryapali and makes no decisions. It doesn’t matter what she thinks.”
“It matters to me. It will matter to Ravi Varman once he realises he has been played with.” Priyambada was firm. “She may not be a co-regent but I am. I will not let you or anyone pull my people’s future down to serve their own ego.” Ishaan Dev inhaled at her words. Her words stirred him more than the battle did and somehow they made him think. 
“We will be left with nobody to share a victory with if we win. We will be left with nobody to mourn us if we lose. That is what the cost of this war is. Is it even worth that Raja?” Ishaan Dev inhaled. Had she really not thought of the extremities till then? Hope was a really funny thing then. Ishaan Dev gathered. Especially to women.

“What do you mean you will ask for a treaty?” Raja Sarthak was agitated. “I got you so far. You can’t quit.”
“Look around you delusional old man.” Ravi Varman snapped. “Who else is left? It is you and me.” He shook his head. “And unlike you, I have a life to live, children to raise.”
“What about Suryapali? What about your mother’s dreams?” Raja Sarthak seemed irked.
“I am not giving up Suryapali. I am stopping a war that shouldn’t have happened.” Ravi Varman was firm.
“And you trust Ishaan Dev to agree to your terms? Are you stupid?”
“Raja Sarthak.” Ravi Varman was firm. “Don’t forget who you are talking to. I am your king.”
“I apologise, Your Highness.” He was quick and calculated. “Don’t get me wrong.”
“If you don’t want to accompany me to the treaty, you can leave for Gandak and write to Devastuti. Tell her to go back to Suryapali. The war is over. It is an order, not a request.”
“She is not fit to travel.” Raja Sarthak murmured unsurely. The war was not over because he said so. Ravi Varman pretended not to hear him. Raja Sarthak was not one to give up.
“What if she is lying?” Raja Sarthak asked, “What if the document is forged?”
“You are speaking about my queen.” Ravi Varman warned him coldly.
“I know that but should you just trust words?” Ravi Varman did not speak. He need not divulge details of his letters or his family equations to an outsider. He inhaled hoping the Raja would stop.
“It is for the best for everyone, the states, the economy and the people.” Ravi Varman straightened himself. “You are welcome to stay in Suryapali as long as you like. Come along.”
"Thank you for the offer, Your Highness. But I will come along once my grandson is here." Raja Sarthak forced a smile. He excused himself and walked away. Ravi Varman sighed. He had one more complexity waiting for him once he reached home. His mother.

Haimanti was sitting on a bench in the ladies’ garden silently staring at the evening sky when Sumedha approached her. She could not feel her presence until Sumedha silently placed her hand on her shoulder making her jolt.
“The prince and the princess are here. I was thinking if you wished to go play with them?” Sumedha asked softly. Haimanti suddenly looked fazed at her kindness before she burst into tears. Hiding her face with her palm she cried. 
“I wish I could die. I wish not to live anymore.” Sumedha sat down beside her and patted her head gently. "I am part of the sin. Please punish me."
“Don’t be silly. You played no part in anything. Of course, you were too influenced and scared to tell us the truth. You are young. And…” She tightened her jaws. It was a mystery to her how this girl loved the man she knew and hated so much. 
“I committed a grave sin today. I deserve to die." Haimanti lamented. Sumedha frowned at her words.
"Today?"
"I killed his child,” Haimanti whispered as Sumedha looked at her shocked. “I went to a medicine man who lives in the back lanes of the worker village and…”
“You were expecting his child?” Sumedha’s throat went dry. “Why did you do that?” She gasped. “That is the highest form of sin to…”
“I promised him.” She sobbed. “I promised him that I would never ever let our child be another Trishaan Dev.”
“But that was before…” Sumedha couldn’t speak. If anything, Haimanti had saved the dynasty and the future of her children from a history doomed to repeat itself. Sumedha suddenly found respect for her. 
“But where does it leave me?” Haimanti asked all of a sudden. “I lost everything.”
Sumedha decided. She knew it was not hers to make, but she would persuade her husband. He already had a wife. He could save a woman who was saving his dynasty. He could be different from how his father was. She prayed that the treaty would go through.

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The rainy night had given way to a rather pleasant summer morning in Suryapali. The temperature was no longer soaring and a gentle breeze blew through the plains of Suryapali. The sun peeped out through the floating clouds occasionally. Priyambada walked into her chambers after a luncheon to find trays laid with drapes and jewellery, waiting for her. “The Maharani sent this for some celebration in the evening,” Vrinda spoke, bowing at her mistress who nodded silently. Priyambada eyed the trays and exhaled. She wasn’t sure if anyone talked to Ishaan Dev about the rituals. She dismissed Vrinda and decided to read the scripture. As Priyambada sat down on the edge of the bed, scripture in hand, her thoughts travelled to the happenings of the night and she inhaled as her throat felt dry. Why did he stop? Did he feel that he had offended her? Priyambada wondered. She walked up to the attire laid down for the evening and picked up the drape wrapped into a bodice and wrap-around skirt. They w...

Ghore Fera

  ঘরে ফেরা   বন্দিতার মামা মেয়ের সাথে দেখা করতে আসেন তুলশিপুর। গরিবের ঘরের ছা পোষা চেহারা তার, পরনে খাটো ধুতি ও ছিটের জামা। মেয়ের শশুরবাড়িতে খালি হাতে আসা অন্যায় তাই দুটি মিষ্টির হাড়ি সাথে। অনিচ্ছা সত্তেও রায় চৌধুরী বাড়িতে যেতে হয় তাকে। তারা তুলশিপুরের জমিদার, সম্পূর্ণার শ্বশুরের মনিব, তাদের সম্মান করে চলা মঙ্গল। তা ছাড়া যে বোন  ও বোনঝিকে আশ্রয় দেওয়া নিয়ে দিনরাত কথা শোনাতে বাঁধতো না তার, সেই বোন  এখন মাস গেলে তার হাতে টাকা তুলে দেয়, অনিরুদ্ধ বাবুর দয়ায়। হাতে আসা লক্ষ্মী পায়ে ঠেলার বিলাসিতা করার মত মুরোদ নয় তার। অগত্যা বোনঝির সাথে দেখা করতে জমিদার বাড়ি আসা। এদের বাড়ির চাকররাও  তার থেকে ভাল পোশাক পরে; ভাগ্য দেখো মেয়েটার। কোথায় কোন বুড়োর বাড়ির এক কোণে পরে থাকার ব্যবস্থা করেছিল সে, এখন বন্দিতা রাজরানী।  জমিদার ত্রিলোচন রায় চৌধুরীর যাকে পছন্দ নয় তাকে তিনি সেটা বুঝিয়ে দিতে দ্বিধা বোধ করেন না। বন্দিতার মামা তার তেমন এক অপছন্দের পাত্র । বৌমার মুখে তিনি যা  শুনেছেন তারপর বৌমার তাদের প্রতি টান দেখে আশ্চর্য হন ত্রিলোচন বাবু। কিন্তু কুটুম্ব তারা। হাতে কর...

Trust

Ishaan Dev woke up at the sound of the hourly bells and trumpets and found himself alone in bed. It took him some time to realise that he had perhaps overslept as he looked confused, half asleep first at the hourglass and then at the sun rays coming into the chambers through the swaying curtains. He sat up to suddenly remember the happenings of the night, as his eyes travelled to the blood stain on the sheet and he sat in contemplation for a good few minutes. He finally had his moment with Priyambada and it was nothing like he had imagined it to be. A part of him that yearned to touch her and taste her was satisfied enough to realise that his longing for her was not only physical. When bodies entwined in the union, and he had pushed himself in, as he had with a hundred other women before her, something in him felt a different sense of completeness and fulfilment that he realised was missing from his life. He had seen Priyambada react to the sensations that were completely new to her, m...

Gratefulness

Aniruddha did not return home that night, he informed on the telephone that he was stuck in urgent work so he would return home the next day after spending the night at the client's house. Bondita spent a sleepless night. What would she tell Barrister Babu? And why would he believe it? She was lost in her thoughts twisting and turning in bed all night. She was hurt. Was her husband so reluctant towards their relationship that he did not wish to return home because of her? Once he was busy with some work and was pacing in the study room. Bondita was a child. Her Jetha Shoshur Moshai had taught her to serve her husband. She used to see Bihari take a cup of tea to the study room every day. Despite Bihari's resistance, she picked up the cup of tea that day.  "Don't do this, Ginnima ," Bihari was terrified. “Barrister Babu does not like to talk or be disturbed during his work. If he gets angry, I will lose my job.” Bondita ignored his words and entered the study room w...