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Rishta Tera Mera: Prologue

 Chal raho pe ek nayi rah banaye

Department of Law,
University of Calcutta

Class of 1942


She adjusted the black satin gown over her saree and straightened it. Her excitement knew no bounds. She was anxious, excited, sleep deprived and happy. They say, dreams only become true if you dare to dream with open eyes. That she did. She had big dreams, bigger than what was offered to her. Everyone happened to see success in a success story. What about the journey? The hurdles and abuses? What does a person leave or face for a dream that’s big? They don’t matter any more once someone succeeds. People look up to them. But then, the person remembers each and every moment like it was yesterday. Who had faith in them and who didn’t, who supported them, and who didn’t? Everything in life comes in a flash in front of their eyes. Today was such a  day for her. If she believed in rebirth, she would have believed that this was her moment of being reborn. To fly and reach the skies.


"She is our topper, and she wants to work towards Women's Rights in the country."

Her heartbeat was louder than the claps that resonated across the hall of the University when her name was called. She took slow measured steps up to the dais. Her throat felt dry. Her hands were cold. She could very well faint in happiness today. If that was possible. She walked up to the  Vice Chancellor and with shivering cold hands took the folded roll of paper that was her certificate. She stared back at the crowd. A few known faces, friends and family. A few proud ones. Some more than others. This was it. 


This was what the journey was about. All the dreams, sacrifices, hardship, and tears culminated in this one moment when she could wear the cape gown and graduation hat. Her eyes met another pair in the crowd. If someone was prouder than her on this journey, it had to be him. If someone had faced the odds like she did, it was him. For her. Her vision blurred. Dreams did come true. They just needed to be nurtured. 


Barrister Bondita Roy Chowdhury knew the cost of these dreams too well today.


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