Butterfly

Pratap had reached the lawn sharp at 6AM to find Ajabdeh sipping on a cup of black coffee in a pensive mood. She was clearly not a morning person. Her outfit of the day was a pair of casual ripped denim teamed with a black top and she frowned at his same clothes like he had committed some crime.

“Look I am on time.” She kept down her cup in a monotonous tone and said “Let’s go.”

He had followed her silently keeping his distance to the stable where Patta smiled politely at him and said “He was waiting for you I guess. He kept neighing since the light of dawn.” He held open the stable door no 9 in anticipation of perhaps a wild gallop but the horse stepped out with much poise and grace making Ajabde smile at it while Pratap held the reign just to be careful.

They took the horse out to the meadows where Patta had already kept the ingredients Pratap had ordered for the balm. Sitting on a haystack with her legs crossed, Ajabdeh stared at the boys making the balm and applying it on the horse. Pratap felt a little awkward at being watched and looked back at her twice, hoping she would remove her eyes off him. But she smiled the warmest smile and kept staring. Pratap tried to ignore the same and concentrated on the horse.

“How long will he take to heal?” Patta had asked in curiosity breaking the silence of the place and Pratap eyed the eager boy smiling “I guess a week or so with the balms, then we have to check if he is fit enough to run. If you take really good care of him he will be fine.”

“Why don’t you do that and I will pay you extra?” Pratap stared back at the princess narrowing his eyes at her words.

“I don’t do that Ma’am. I am not a caretaker.” He was firm.

“Well. I just thought you will make a good one.” She shrugged. “And he does love having you around.”

“Yes, Bhaiya.” Patta grinned “And with you around, I can learn a few things too. Please say yes.”

Ajabdeh had shrugged matter of factly like she was offering him the best deal of his life and he agreed with a silent nod.

“Can you please hold his reign while I apply the bandage, Ma’am?” Pratap had turned to Ajabdeh who moved towards the horse with a smile and she held the reign with one hand and patted him with another in gentle strokes.

Ajabdeh’s hand slowly traced something hidden beneath the fur of the horse’s neck and she frowned as a golden chain revealed itself. With it was a locket hanging right at his neck.

“Chetak?” Ajabdeh’s nails traced the nameplate on the locket and she smiled amused.

“Hey Pratap, come look here. We found your Chetak!” He narrowed his eyes at her ungraceful chuckle and walked up to the locket she was holding. It was a golden butterfly. Only the wings of this one were wide open and not closed like the one he had, and in the open wings was a name inscribed “Chetak.”

“How did you open the locket?” He asked in a hurry.

“Huh?” Ajabdeh narrowed her eyes “See there is a button here. Great! He has a name.”

“I will see you tomorrow.” Pratap’s voice was restless and in a hurry. “My time is over.”

“Pardon?!” Ajabdeh frowned. “You can’t leave! There is still time...” She checked her watch.

“But, I have to go now.” He spoke in a hurry and left before Ajabde could speak again. “I have something urgent, I will do the time tomorrow.”

She turned to see him run as she frowned at Patta “Do you think he can actually teach riding?”

Patta shrugged cluelessly and led Chetak away as Ajabdeh patted him goodbye and stared at the path in front of her.

“Pratap you are home?” Meera frowned at the lack of response “How was the day?” She stood at his threshold to find him looking in his trunk frantically. “What are you looking for?”

“Badi Maasa, where is the locket?” He asked in urgency.

“Oh, the butterfly one? In that box.” She had pointed. “Did you tell her about your father yet?”

She stared at Pratap search the locket very keenly and finally find a “C” shaped bend on the side. He pushed at it and the butterfly did not open. With trembling hands, Pratap tried again but it looked like the locket was jammed.

Meera bent over his shoulder and asked “What are you doing?” He frowned.

“It is not opening.” He tried in vain.

“It is jammed maybe.” Meera spoke, “Give it to me, I will take it to the jeweller and if it opens I will give it to you.” She suggested.

“No, I will just keep it. It will break if we try hard. Let it be.” He held the locket and sighed.”I just want to find out whose it is.”

Meera smiled matter-of-factly. “See.” She pointed at the locket.”It has been with you for years, must be yours. Maybe someone gave this to you.”

“Who would do that?” Pratap frowned “Why would they?” He sat with his hand on his forehead.

“You are overthinking Pratap,” Meera spoke with a calm smile.

“ Badi Maasa I... today... I....

“Yes Pratap?”

“No nothing.” Meera watched him with a smile.

“Do you remember the day you left Pratap?” Meera asked patting his back gently.

“Yes. Why didn’t you come with us?” He asked restlessly “I needed you.”

“No. You needed me here, waiting, for you to come back home.” He stared at Meera's smile as she kissed his forehead gently and left him to his thoughts.

“I don’t want to go.” He sobbed in between his words as his father packed their bags in silence. He stared at his aunt in anticipation “Can I stay with you? Please.” He was begging.

“NO!” He had never seen his father shout at him before. Shivering in fear he had held on to his Badimasa.

“I was told to leave with you and I will. I don’t know my mistake and I don’t want to as well. We will start afresh. I will get you enrolled on the best school I find in Jodhpur.” His father was talking while his hands moved to pack everything he could find.”We are not coming back.”

“What will you do there, Udai?” Meera’s voice was composed.

“I will contact a friend who has a carriage business there, they have horses, and we can take care of them to start with. We will manage Bhabhisa, and once I get a house, I will come and take you along.”

“No Udai, I am needed here,” Meera spoke firmly.

“But I need you Badi Maasa.” He clutched her saree tightly.

“Yes, you do Ladesar, which is why I will wait for you.” She had kissed away the pain on his face and wiped away his tears “Always remember one thing Ladesar, Every story that begins needs to end.”

“I will remember what you said Badima.” He sobbed clueless at her words.

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Protisruti

প্রতিশ্রুতি বন্দিতা মা কে জড়িয়ে ধরে যেন প্রাণ ফিরে পায়। “ভাল আছিস?” জিগেস করে সুমতি। বন্দিতা হঠাৎ খেয়াল করে আগের মতো তার মুখ দেখেই তার মা আর তার মনের অবস্থা বুঝতে পারেন না। তার সাথে হঠাৎ মনে পরে কত অনায়াসে অনিরুদ্ধ বোঝে যে তার মন খারাপ। একবার জিজ্ঞেস করেছিল সে স্বামীকে, কি করে তিনি বোঝেন তার মন খারাপ। ছোট বন্দিতাকে তার মতন করে বুঝিয়েছিলেন তার স্বামী। আজ বন্দিতা বড় হয়েছে কিন্তু সেই প্রশ্ন সে আর করতে পারেনা। বন্দিতাকে খাটিয়ার উপর বসিয়ে এর মধ্যেই সুমতি যায় তার জন্য মুড়ি মুড়কি আনতে। বন্দিতার চোখ পরে পায়ের নূপুরের উপর। তিনি বলেছিলেন “তুমি খুশি হলে তোমার নূপুরের আওয়াজ অন্যরকম হয়, আর তোমার মন খারাপ হলে অন্যরকম।” বন্দিতা নূপুরটা বাজিয়ে দেখেছিল সেদিন। আজকে সে জানে পার্থক্য তার নূপুরের শব্দে নয়, অনিরুদ্ধের পর্যবেক্ষণ শক্তিতে। আবার কেন তার কথা ভাবছে সে? বাড়ি এসেছে মায়ের কাছে। আর ভাববে না সে, হয়তো দু তিন দিন পর ত্রিলোচনবাবু পাঠাবেন বিহারী কে বন্দিতাকে বাড়ি নিয়ে যেতে, ততদিন মায়ের কাছে একটু শান্তিতে থাকুক না সে। দুপুরে আম দুধ দিয়ে ভাত দেয় তাকে সুমতি। “তোর প্রিয় খাবার দেখ, মাম...

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Choices

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উত্তর সারাদিন কাজে মন বসেনা অনিরুদ্ধর। বাইরে অঝোরে বৃষ্টি হতে থাকে, ঝোড়োও হওয়ায় ঘরের পর্দা দোলে , জিনিসপত্র এলোমেলো হয়ে যায়। কয়েলি আসে ছোট মালিকের জিনিস গুছিয়ে দিতে, তিনি কিছু খাবেন কিনা শুধোতে কিন্তু তাকে চলে যেতে বলে ঘরে খিল দেয় অনিরুদ্ধ। একা থাকতে চায়। তার মনে আনাগোনা করে অসংখ প্রশ্ন এবং আশংকা। যে ভাবে বন্দিতা স্বেচ্ছায় মায়ের কাছে গেল আজ, সেরকম সে কোনদিন যায়না । বরং বছরে একবার জামাই ষষ্টিতে যাওয়ার আগেও একশো বার বাড়ির কাজকম্ম দেখে শুনে যায়। বটুকের পরীক্ষা, কারুর শরীর খারাপ হলে তো কথাই নেই। সেই বন্দিতা আজ হঠাৎ বাড়ি যাবে বলে কি তাড়াতাড়ি পোটলা গুছিয়েছে। এতই কি দূরে চলে গেছে সে অনিরুদ্ধের থেকে? তা কি তার নিজের দোষে? ভাবতে থাকে অনিরুদ্ধ। সে দূরে সরিয়ে দিয়েছে বলে অভিমান না কি তাকে স্বামী রূপে গ্রহণ করতে পারেনা বন্দিতা? অনিরুদ্ধ পশ্চাতাপ করে। সত্যি যদি বন্দিতা সব জেনে তাদের সম্পর্ক অস্বীকার করে, তাকে কি দোষ দেওয়া চলে? তবে কি তাই সেদিন রাত্রে জেগে থাকা সত্যেও ঘুমের অভিনয় করছিল সে? কি ভেবেছে সে অনিরুদ্ধের ব্যাপারে? কেন চারিদিক বাছবিচার না করে এমন করল অনিরুদ্ধ? নিজের প্রতিজ্ঞ...

Adornment

The rainy night had given way to a rather pleasant summer morning in Suryapali. The temperature was no longer soaring and a gentle breeze blew through the plains of Suryapali. The sun peeped out through the floating clouds occasionally. Priyambada walked into her chambers after a luncheon to find trays laid with drapes and jewellery, waiting for her. “The Maharani sent this for some celebration in the evening,” Vrinda spoke, bowing at her mistress who nodded silently. Priyambada eyed the trays and exhaled. She wasn’t sure if anyone talked to Ishaan Dev about the rituals. She dismissed Vrinda and decided to read the scripture. As Priyambada sat down on the edge of the bed, scripture in hand, her thoughts travelled to the happenings of the night and she inhaled as her throat felt dry. Why did he stop? Did he feel that he had offended her? Priyambada wondered. She walked up to the attire laid down for the evening and picked up the drape wrapped into a bodice and wrap-around skirt. They w...

Ghore Fera

ঘরে ফেরা বন্দিতার মামা মেয়ের সাথে দেখা করতে আসেন তুলশিপুর। গরিবের ঘরের ছা পোষা চেহারা তার, পরনে খাটো ধুতি ও ছিটের জামা। মেয়ের শশুরবাড়িতে খালি হাতে আসা অন্যায় তাই দুটি মিষ্টির হাড়ি সাথে। অনিচ্ছা সত্তেও রায় চৌধুরী বাড়িতে যেতে হয় তাকে। তারা তুলশিপুরের জমিদার, সম্পূর্ণার শ্বশুরের মনিব, তাদের সম্মান করে চলা মঙ্গল। তা ছাড়া যে বোন ও বোনঝিকে আশ্রয় দেওয়া নিয়ে দিনরাত কথা শোনাতে বাঁধতো না তার, সেই বোন এখন মাস গেলে তার হাতে টাকা তুলে দেয়, অনিরুদ্ধ বাবুর দয়ায়। হাতে আসা লক্ষ্মী পায়ে ঠেলার বিলাসিতা করার মত মুরোদ নয় তার। অগত্যা বোনঝির সাথে দেখা করতে জমিদার বাড়ি আসা। এদের বাড়ির চাকররাও তার থেকে ভাল পোশাক পরে; ভাগ্য দেখো মেয়েটার। কোথায় কোন বুড়োর বাড়ির এক কোণে পরে থাকার ব্যবস্থা করেছিল সে, এখন বন্দিতা রাজরানী। জমিদার ত্রিলোচন রায় চৌধুরীর যাকে পছন্দ নয় তাকে তিনি সেটা বুঝিয়ে দিতে দ্বিধা বোধ করেন না। বন্দিতার মামা তার তেমন এক অপছন্দের পাত্র । বৌমার মুখে তিনি যা শুনেছেন তারপর বৌমার তাদের প্রতি টান দেখে আশ্চর্য হন ত্রিলোচন বাবু। কিন্তু কুটুম্ব তারা। হাতে কর...

Trust

Ishaan Dev woke up at the sound of the hourly bells and trumpets and found himself alone in bed. It took him some time to realise that he had perhaps overslept as he looked confused, half asleep first at the hourglass and then at the sun rays coming into the chambers through the swaying curtains. He sat up to suddenly remember the happenings of the night, as his eyes travelled to the blood stain on the sheet and he sat in contemplation for a good few minutes. He finally had his moment with Priyambada and it was nothing like he had imagined it to be. A part of him that yearned to touch her and taste her was satisfied enough to realise that his longing for her was not only physical. When bodies entwined in the union, and he had pushed himself in, as he had with a hundred other women before her, something in him felt a different sense of completeness and fulfilment that he realised was missing from his life. He had seen Priyambada react to the sensations that were completely new to her, m...

Gratefulness

Aniruddha did not return home that night, he informed on the telephone that he was stuck in urgent work so he would return home the next day after spending the night at the client's house. Bondita spent a sleepless night. What would she tell Barrister Babu? And why would he believe it? She was lost in her thoughts twisting and turning in bed all night. She was hurt. Was her husband so reluctant towards their relationship that he did not wish to return home because of her? Once he was busy with some work and was pacing in the study room. Bondita was a child. Her Jetha Shoshur Moshai had taught her to serve her husband. She used to see Bihari take a cup of tea to the study room every day. Despite Bihari's resistance, she picked up the cup of tea that day. "Don't do this, Ginnima ," Bihari was terrified. “Barrister Babu does not like to talk or be disturbed during his work. If he gets angry, I will lose my job.” Bondita ignored his words and entered the study room w...

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