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Seesh Mahal

Pratap woke alarmed frowning, at the knock on his door. 8AM he checked the clock.
“Come in” made Shakti peep in with urgency.
“Dadabhai” he looked scared “Where is… Ajabdeh?”
“What do you mean?” he looked at his brother rather clueless as sudden flashes of last night came to his mind, and scared him. What did he mean where was she…
“She is not in her room, or anywhere around, her luggage is here, but Brownie is missing… “ He reached for his phone in an impulse making Shakti add “Heer has already tried that.”
“What the…” Pratap looked a little pale “Shit.”
Shakti promptly closed the door behind him and sat down beside his brother with a scared “What happened yesterday?”

“So?” Jalal offered Ajabdeh a cup of tea, but she refused. 
“Why did you tell me to send a car and tell no one? That too at dawn!”
Ruqaiya stared at the duo, Brownie curled up in her lap.
“I…. I can’t stay there, I Can't do this project!” she frowned at Jalal. Then looked away at the paperweight she was spinning. In a casual pair of jeans and a tee shirt, Ajabdeh looked sleepless.
“Why not?” Ruqaiya asked like a reflex.
“I… I … have said and done things I shouldn’t have. I can’t go back!” She blurted shaking her head.
Jalal smiled amused “What happened yesterday?”

“Nothing happened yaar” Shakti was taken aback by Pratap’s irking tone.
“ I… did you call Jalal?” His tone was hopeful.
“No, I asked you first…” Shakti spoke “Heer was trying her since last night, she asked me to check on her like two hours back, I went to look, and came back and…”

“I … really like him?!” Ajabdeh looked at Jalal like she was admitting to murder.
“Ahh! Finally.” Ruqs looked relieved as his phone rang. Ajabdeh went on ranting.
"He affects me and I hate it!!" She stared at Rukaiya "You get it?" She clearly didn't. 
“Kika” Jalal was about to pick it up as Ajabdeh panicked.
“Just don’t tell him am here.” Ignoring her completely Jalal picked up the call
“Don’t worry she is here.” He spoke making her frown.
“What the hell.” Ajabdeh frowned.
“I called her for some wedding plans,” Jalal added making Ajabdeh smile. 
“Now let us go before your sister calls the police” He smiled amused. “He said he will meet us at the site, come on.”
"But... But.... ab kya?" Ajabdeh Punwar was scared that her biggest nightmare was turning into her greatest dream.

Pratap frowned at the phone as Shakti asked “What is it?”
"She is there, she asked him to send her a car!” Shakti could sense the displeasure. He needed to call Heer and inform her but before he could dial a car stopped frantically at the porch.

Heer had had enough. She had waited the whole night since her sister had informed her that she was going to party with Jalal and Kunwar Pratap. Knowing her impulsive sister, made Heer worry. What worried her more was the phone going unanswered? Shakti had arrived back tired so she had been patient till dawn to call him up, and to her dismay, it has been two hours since and he too was not answering.

Worst-case scenarios shrouded her mind as for the first time in her life Heer did something impulsive. She grabbed the keys to the car and told a clueless Hansa “Come with me”. If anything happened to her sister it was Kunwar Pratap who would answer her. She knew what was at stake, but nothing was more important than her sister. She kept calling both phones in vain.

“Hansa?” Jaivanta’s smile changed to worry as she saw a rather serious mother-daughter duo on the porch “What happened?”
“Heer was saying…” Hansa stopped clueless at Heer’s “Khamma Ghani Ranisa, where is Jija?”
“Ajabdeh?” Jaivanta stared confused and turned to her just-arrived younger son.
“I … Dadabhai called Bhaijaan and… she is there…” he fumbled at a rather displeased Heer, making the mothers smile.
“Baojiraj.” One of the servants came running making the family stare “I found this on the porch.” It was Ajabdeh’s phone, Heer inspected. “How can she be so careless?”
“Bhaijaan send her a car and…” He explained, “ They had some important…” 
Shakti stopped at  Jaivanta’s “Come in Hansa, let’s talk over breakfast, I am glad you came, now you can leave post-dinner.” 
Heer ignored Shakti’s smile and walked past him making him sulk.

“Ranima I…” Kunwar Pratap was running down the stairs, fitting his watch, in the first pair of denim and tee he had found. He stopped at the sight of the guests.
“Where are you going?” Jaivanta asked amused, at the son who never even saw this early a morning on a Sunday.
“Jalal… err…called for a…” He stopped at Heer’s stare. "We will have lunch at the site itself."
He nodded at Hansa approvingly and left in a hurry.

“I have called the Panditji to fix a sagaai date for Heer and Shakti after Jalal’s wedding,” Jaivanta said at the breakfast table to an approving Hansa and Udai Singh while Shakti eyed a blushing Heer, a little relived at her smile.
“He will be here post lunch.” Udai Singh checked his watch. " Jaivanta let the guests rest after breakfast"
"Ji."
.
Pratap tried to calm down his racing heart, standing alone at the site. He knew he could go to Udaipur himself to discuss the changes, yet he had called on Jalal on a Sunday. Was it all work or the thought of something else that scared him? He couldn’t tell. Last night had had its effects on his mind and yes it was not all alcohol doing the talking. But what next? The rest of the way, like she said, but... The rest of the way required something he had never ever even imagined in his darkest nightmares. Commitment. The word itself scared him, not because it meant forever with one crazy Ajabdeh Punwar but because it meant a lot more. Marriage, Kids, and Responsibilities were never their cups of tea. His mind remembered their first conversation. They were on a road they both dreaded. A woof made him turn as an over-excited Brownie ran to greet him wagging his tail and making him smile.
He turned at the sound of Jalal’s car Jalal noticed Rukaiya and Ajabdeh walking past Pratap, getting down from his car and into the lobby, appearing gravely engrossed in a conversation. Jalal greeted him with a smile and noticed how Ajabdeh ignored his presence and he hers, in vain.
“What is the change of plans? Let’s sit in the lobby.” He offered.

Shakti had done what he had never done in his life. He had climbed over the balcony of his own house, into Heer's guest room which was actually Ajabdeh's. The empty room made him frown as she came out of the bathroom wide-eyed.
"Kunwarsa?" She stared at the door. "How did you..."
His eyes travelled to the balcony as hers widened.
"Jija has her effect on everyone isn't it?" Heer smiled. Her smile relieved Shakti who promptly hugged her. 
"I missed you Soon to be Mrs Shakti Singh"
"Not so soon." She shook her head making him frown.
"What?" He asked raising his brows as she walked out of his embrace.
"You are forgetting something." She reminded him.
"No, I ... remember them, it is just that Bhaijaan said..."
"See, we are their siblings. We should talk to the parents." She reasoned.
"Okay okay but where will we start?"
"You will start." She smirked making him sulk. 
"Why me?"
" Shadi karni haina aapko?" She narrowed her eyes.
"You are so the hidden version of your sister." His accusation made her laugh.
"Waise..." he sat down as she rubbed her wet hair. "Something definitely happened yesterday."
"What?" she frowned displeased "What did he do?"
"O hello! He's... umm... decent with her." this made Heer laugh. 
"yes, with her." She agreed. "But what happened?"
"I don't know... I think..." A knock interrupted with " Baisa, it's lunchtime" from the maid. 
"Ji" she answered looking at him.
"I should go." He got her stare. He walked past her rather reluctantly and came back to kiss her forehead as she pushed him away.

The lunch table was silent until Udai asked "Pratap?"
" Jalal Ajabdeh and Ruqaiya said they will have it at the site, I send them the food," Jaivanta smiled.
“Umm… Ranima?” Shakti cleared his throat. “I… “ He stared at Heer. “We have something to…” His phone rang at an interruption.
Bhaijaan, The called ID made him murmur a “Excuse me” and left in a hurry.

Jalal was off the phone when he came back to his laptop on which Pratap was viewing something. He noticed his friend rub his hands like he wanted to say something and smiled with a very casual "So what are you thinking?"
“I was thinking of… Having an apartment for myself, on the top floor.” Pratap pointed at the portion on the blueprint.
"The renovated secret of yours?" he smiled amused.
"No, that and this adjacent portion." He added.
“Well, the portion Ruqaiya has suggested for your family…” Jalal frowned.
“I want her to make an apartment for ME. And keep it a secret from…” He stared at the girls engrossed in admiring a piece of artwork, at a distance.

“I got it, someone is planning a home, huh?” Jalal smiled making him shake his head, heart thumping with a  “Maybe.” He smiled at the girls playing Fetch with Brownie.

“Where was I?” Shakti came back to his place “Oh yes, about Dadabhai and…” he stared at his parents and Hansa and back at Heer who added “Jija?”
Jaivanta smiled at Hansa and said, “We have it under control don’t we Hansa?” She nodded.
“JI?” The children asked cluelessly.
“You forget, we are the parents!” She smiled “Ayiye Panditji.” She welcomed the man with a smile “You remember what you have to do?”
“Ji,” he nodded grinning as Heer and Shakti exchanged a glance.

Pratap had received a call from Ranima about Panditji's arrival. In the hide-and-seek of adulthood, he had completely forgotten to tell Ajabdeh about Heer's arrival in the morning. He shook his head.
“Ajabdeh.” She turned to frown at him “Ranima is calling you home.”
“Me?” she frowned.
“Heer is here so…” Pratap thought aloud “Maybe that is why..”
“What?” she looked wide-eyed. “Heer is here and you didn’t tell me!” her accusing tone made him stare.
“Ahem, we will come in a while you two go on…” Jalal nodded at Pratap as Ajabdeh followed in silence with Brownie in toe.

“They are here. Action!” Shakti smirked excited.
“Tone it down” Heer warned beside him as the parents and Panditji sat on the sofas and they stood behind it.
“What?” Jaivanta fretted worry “This can’t be”
"Yes Ranisa, am afraid that as the Kul Pandit of..."

"Heer!!!!!" Ajabdeh's almost shriek had echoed enough to make the Panchang fall off Pandit's hand in startle and she ran to hug her sister, Brownie in between like they were separated in Kumbh Mela.
"Jija, where were you?" She straightened her sister's messy hair "I called you and..."
"My phone?" Ajabdeh looked like something hit her "Shit my phone!" 
Heer made a face and waved it at her making her smile and hug her again.
"They can't live without each other" Hansa cleared her throat staring at Kunwar Pratap who smiled back with a frown at the gathered crowd.
"Umm... agar inka Bharat milap samapt hua ho kya main..." The pandit asked picking up the Panchang.
"Ji... you were saying?" Udai Singh rushed to the topic.

"As the Kulguru of the family, I should remind you of an ancient rule."
"What rule Panditji?" Shakti spoke eagerly.
" The Prince who marries first is the heir to the throne, the next king!" He stopped at Pratap's amused chuckle 
"There is no such..." he stopped at Ranima's stare.
"So it is important that Kunwar Pratap marries first." The man stared at him grinning.
"What?" Pratap's shocked voice was louder than usual and an amused Heer saw his eyes travel to the one beside her who was frowning at him.

"Dekhiye Panditji I... am not interested... Shakti is..." He was stopped by his father's firm " Kunwar Pratap"
"So, if Kunwar Shakti..." The man started again.
"I don't want titles, let Shakti take that" Pratap spoke without a delay, "It's just a title and...His happiness is more important to me..."
" Dadabhai" Shakti looked pretty serious "I will not marry if you won't, I can not take what is yours."
"Kya?" Pratap frowned at his brother "But..."

" We do have a lot of interested families, right Jaivanta?" Udai smiled at Jaivanta's approval. 
"We can start looking and in a year..."
Ajabdeh's hands around Brownie tightened making him jump down and grab some attention as he wagged at Pratap. Eyes met and looked away.

"I am not marrying any of those random people." He shook his head "I am not."
"Then I won't marry ever too!" Shakti said equally stubbornly.
"Then what will happen to my sister?" Ajabdeh frowned rather displeased at Shakti.
He looked away as everyone stared at Pratap.
"I am not marrying any random..." he stared back at a frowning Ajabdeh "I am not!" With that, he walked up the stairs followed by an overwhelmed tail-wagging dog in toe.

"Ab?" Hansa looked around "What will be their future?" She stared at Heer and then at Shakti, Ajabdeh was irked.
"Look, I respect whatever your rules say, I see that it is important. But for me, my sister is most important and Shakti can not just .."
"Then help them" Jalal's voice at the threshold made them turn as he and Rukaiya stood at the threshold. Jaivanta rushed to hug her favourite person as Rukaiya smiled. Jalal stared at Ajabdeh with a very serious nod and continued "You can help your sister, in this but..."

"How on earth can I help them Jalal?" Ajabdeh frowned "Wouldn't I have if I could?"
"Well, you can." Jalal smiled at a nodding Jaivanta.
"How?" Heer asked with a giveaway smile Ajabdeh was too lost to notice.
"By marrying Kunwarsa of course!" Hansa's voice was met with a rather fast approving "Yes." "Yes" and Shakti's hopeful stare as Ajabdeh felt... Trapped!

"How can they just..." Pratap paced his room as Brownie joined him, until he bumped against his leg, looked disappointed and decided to nap on the couch. "How can they tell me to marry any random..." his thoughts trailed. For the first time, his mother had mentioned marriage, and his brother Ajabdeh. He wished things were simpler, and not this scary. The whole idea of it. He sighed shaking his head.

"What?" Ajabdeh looked wide-eyed at the crowd. "Are you all crazy?"
"What's crazy? That was the initial plan until..." Jalal stopped.
"Haan Jija maan jao na." Heer held her hand as she shook it off.
"You!" She looked shocked "You don't even like him"
"But he's perfect for you!" Heer smiled sheepishly.
"And You don't need to leave Heer!" Shakti smiled nodding at her.
"And you li... umm..." Rukaiya stopped at her cold stare.
"You are not any random girl." Jalal managed.

"This is perfect." Jaivanta smiled.
"Toh hum baat pakki samjhe?" Hansa hugged her.
"Panditji, there will be a double engagement"  Udai Spoke.
"Wait!!!!" Ajabdeh almost had to shout over the mayhem, "Wait!"
Everyone froze to their spots and stared at her.
"Someone... umm.... aa...." She stared at the crowd and at the stairs.
"I will go ask him!" Shakti dashed off.
" Chaliye Panditji, hurry." Udai Singh urged "Before they change plans!"

"Dadabhai Dadabhai." Shakti came in like he used to as a kid, and Pratap stared at him.
"Dekho... I..."
" Will you marry Ajabdeh?"
"What?" His eyes widened at his brother's smirk that reduced to a decent smile adding "For me and Heer?"
" But... She..."
"She is no random girl, and she will do this for Heer, so come on, say yes." Shakti urged.
" She said that..."
"She said to ask you... now come on,.. yes? Yes?" Shakti looked at his face go from shocked to happy to pale in a flash.
"Ummm...."
"Yes!" he ran downstairs with "Dadabhai Maan gaye!"
Pratap sat down on the couch in a very shocked state as to what just happened. He landed on Brownie making the poor napping dog yelp and move aside startling him.
"Sorry Buddy," he murmured.

" SITE INSPECTION. BRING BROWNIE FOR A WALK AT 4PM." Read the text from a certain Ajabdeh Punwar as his heart raced.

The Sun was almost going down the western horizon as Ajabdeh sat on one of the restored Jharokhas. The wind played with her hair, her jhumkas made a tinkling sound and her heartfelt contentment at the sight. The sun was almost red between the trees on the horizon.
"Woof!" She turned first at Brownie's call and then at the site in the empty lawn beneath as the guards at the gate saluted the prince, in a blue kurta on a white horse.
"Chetak!" She smiled delightedly as he spotted her, in her all-white sleeveless top and long skirt, with a multicoloured Bandhni ethnic scarf, on top of the Jharokha, her face, red in the light of the sun. She almost jumped down from the Jharokha, made her way down the spiral staircase and ran to the lawn.
"Hi, Chetu!" She patted the horse that neighed at her. "How are you again?"
"He's fine." He got down staring awkwardly at the guards in a distance and at her.
"Come Brownie." She collared him, taking it out of her bag "Let's walk to the back orchards and pools."
"Woof!"
"Stay!" Pratap commanded Chetak and followed in silence.

They were almost at the orchards when Ajabdeh stopped "Do you know what my book is about?"
"What?" Honestly, he hadn't expected this! "Umm..."
"Choices." She smiled at Brownie. "Life-changing choices we make. We are compelled to. Or we rebel for. Or simply with the flow."
"What choice did you make today?" He asked with a frown.
" To face what once were nightmares." She flashed a smile that made his heart skip a beat as he smiled back.
"They aren't nightmares anymore?" He asked as she shook her head.
"Not anymore." She took three measured steps towards him, her hand at her back, holding Brownie's leash. "I have travelled my way towards..."
" Towards?" He smiled.
"The keys of the lock." She smiled and walked past him
"What lock?" He frowned making her giggle softly.
" I want the best for Heer, her dream, her..." She changed the topic.
"I know you do, I will see that she gets all that and more." He nodded.
"And?" She stared at him.
" Let me show you something." He smiled. It was time.

He threw open a huge Sandalwood door, carved with leaves and flowers. Ajabdeh gasped. The huge hall that stood in front of her was on the East wing of the Heritage Palace. atop the hotels, where the private areas were. But this hall was different. Glass carvings, adorned the walls, in all kinds of colours and textures, mirrors reflected lights like millions of stars, and a huge chandelier stood in the middle of the majestic hall.
"Oh my gosh" her eyes widened as she twirled with Brownie circling her excitedly. He smiled from the threshold.
"What is this place?"
"It is anything you want to make of it." He smiled at her wide eyes.
"What?"
" Glasses and Mirrors Ajabdeh." He looked around, "They reflect anything you want them to. Like people. Your deeds reflect what you are, and how people see you as. And I..." He held both her hands making her stare. "We both know, that what people see us as we are far different people from that aren't we?" She nodded with a smile.
"This sheesh mahal, is for us, to be who we are actually, vulnerably, truthfully, with each other, here, in this hall, our own reflection."
" Wow!" She looked wide-eyed "Poetic?" she smiled amused.
"Just Ajabdeh Punwar effects" He shrugged as she laughed. He smiled.
"So here is your hall of reflections." he smiled.
"Wait a minute." she frowned. "You made this even before... did you... how did you..."
"Even if we didn't talk, Ajabdeh, I would have still gifted you this, for making me face who I am."
" Eww, Princy Mushy!" Her face made him laugh. She looked around wide-eyed.
"Can I have a piano?"
"Yes."
"And a rare books collection there?" She pointed.
"Yes."
"And a writing desk?"
"Absolutely"
"And a bar?"
" I was thinking that will come."
"I am kidding!" She looked narrowing her eyes at his chuckle.

"You like this?" He smiled.
"I love it!" She smiled back "Can I have a ..."
"We... We can have anything we want, as long as we are happy." He smiled. Ajabdeh frowned.
"What if we are not?" she asked tapping her feet and raising her eyebrows.
"What if we fight?"
"We will sort it." He shrugged.
"What if we have misunderstandings?"
"We will talk it out?"
"What if I ask for a divorce?" She asked smirking.
"You will get an alimony." he reasoned making her frown.
"What? You will just do away with a marriage if I say so?" she frowned. He chuckled.
"That! That Ajabdeh Punwar, proves, you will never ask for it!" He smirked.
" Over smart prince, I hate!" She snorted.

"Let's go." He picked up Brownie.
"Where?" She asked frowning.
"Home." he reminded.
" It's here." She twirled making his heart beat as his stare made hers thud faster.



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The winter rains and gusty wind were unpleasant weather for Adhiraja Ishaan Dev. The Suryapalian capital was far more tropical weather of the plain lands than that of Neelambargarh, situated on a plateau rather close to the Heemdevi. It rained more in Neelambargarh, and the winters were cold. The wine did very little to comfort him as he kept the lamps of his chamber lit in an attempt to feel warmer. On the contrary, he observed how Priyambada complained that the winter isn't cold enough. It had been a quarter of the moon cycle since Maharani Priyambada met Kumari Advika of Mait. Although Ishaan Dev was eager to know what the ladies did talk about, he wasn’t sure whether to ask Priyambada. So he waited for her to tell him something, anything! But Priyambada seemed to act like the meeting never happened. She didn’t even disclose anything to Smriti as per Kumar Viraj. Ishaan Dev was perplexed. What was talked of in the meeting? Worse, did Advika mention him? She must have. The last t...

Going Home

Bondita's Mama came to Tulsipur to meet his daughter. He was a poor man and wore a short dhoti and a Batik shirt. It was wrong to come empty-handed to the daughter's house, so two pots of sweets accompanied him. Reluctantly, he had to go to Roy Chowdhury's house. They were the Zamindar of Tulsipur, the master of the father-in-law of Sampoorna, they needed to be respected. Apart from that, the fate of the sister and niece who he was reluctant to shelter and spent day and night rebuking them about had turned, the same sister now handed over some money to him by the end of the month, because of the kindness of Aniruddha Babu. He did not have the luxury of pushing Lakshmi away. Hence it was necessary to come to the landlord's house to meet his niece. In their house servants also dressed better than him; Look at the fate of the girl . Where he had arranged for her to stay in a corner of an old man's house, now Bondita was living a queen’s life.  Zamindar Trilochan Roy Ch...

Uttor

  উত্তর   সারাদিন কাজে মন বসেনা অনিরুদ্ধর। বাইরে অঝোরে বৃষ্টি হতে থাকে, ঝোড়োও হওয়ায় ঘরের পর্দা দোলে , জিনিসপত্র এলোমেলো হয়ে যায়। কয়েলি আসে ছোট মালিকের জিনিস গুছিয়ে দিতে, তিনি কিছু খাবেন কিনা শুধোতে কিন্তু তাকে চলে যেতে বলে ঘরে খিল দেয় অনিরুদ্ধ। একা থাকতে চায়। তার মনে আনাগোনা করে অসংখ প্রশ্ন এবং আশংকা। যে ভাবে বন্দিতা স্বেচ্ছায় মায়ের কাছে গেল আজ, সেরকম সে কোনদিন যায়না । বরং বছরে একবার জামাই ষষ্টিতে যাওয়ার আগেও একশো বার বাড়ির কাজকম্ম দেখে শুনে যায়। বটুকের পরীক্ষা, কারুর শরীর খারাপ হলে তো কথাই নেই। সেই বন্দিতা আজ হঠাৎ বাড়ি যাবে বলে কি তাড়াতাড়ি পোটলা গুছিয়েছে। এতই কি দূরে চলে গেছে সে অনিরুদ্ধের থেকে? তা কি তার নিজের দোষে? ভাবতে থাকে অনিরুদ্ধ। সে দূরে সরিয়ে দিয়েছে বলে অভিমান না কি তাকে স্বামী রূপে গ্রহণ করতে পারেনা বন্দিতা? অনিরুদ্ধ পশ্চাতাপ করে। সত্যি যদি বন্দিতা সব জেনে তাদের সম্পর্ক অস্বীকার করে, তাকে কি দোষ দেওয়া চলে? তবে কি তাই সেদিন রাত্রে জেগে থাকা সত্যেও ঘুমের অভিনয় করছিল সে? কি ভেবেছে সে অনিরুদ্ধের ব্যাপারে? কেন চারিদিক বাছবিচার না করে এমন করল অনিরুদ্ধ? নিজের প্রতিজ্ঞ...

Adornment

The rainy night had given way to a rather pleasant summer morning in Suryapali. The temperature was no longer soaring and a gentle breeze blew through the plains of Suryapali. The sun peeped out through the floating clouds occasionally. Priyambada walked into her chambers after a luncheon to find trays laid with drapes and jewellery, waiting for her. “The Maharani sent this for some celebration in the evening,” Vrinda spoke, bowing at her mistress who nodded silently. Priyambada eyed the trays and exhaled. She wasn’t sure if anyone talked to Ishaan Dev about the rituals. She dismissed Vrinda and decided to read the scripture. As Priyambada sat down on the edge of the bed, scripture in hand, her thoughts travelled to the happenings of the night and she inhaled as her throat felt dry. Why did he stop? Did he feel that he had offended her? Priyambada wondered. She walked up to the attire laid down for the evening and picked up the drape wrapped into a bodice and wrap-around skirt. They w...

Ghore Fera

  ঘরে ফেরা   বন্দিতার মামা মেয়ের সাথে দেখা করতে আসেন তুলশিপুর। গরিবের ঘরের ছা পোষা চেহারা তার, পরনে খাটো ধুতি ও ছিটের জামা। মেয়ের শশুরবাড়িতে খালি হাতে আসা অন্যায় তাই দুটি মিষ্টির হাড়ি সাথে। অনিচ্ছা সত্তেও রায় চৌধুরী বাড়িতে যেতে হয় তাকে। তারা তুলশিপুরের জমিদার, সম্পূর্ণার শ্বশুরের মনিব, তাদের সম্মান করে চলা মঙ্গল। তা ছাড়া যে বোন  ও বোনঝিকে আশ্রয় দেওয়া নিয়ে দিনরাত কথা শোনাতে বাঁধতো না তার, সেই বোন  এখন মাস গেলে তার হাতে টাকা তুলে দেয়, অনিরুদ্ধ বাবুর দয়ায়। হাতে আসা লক্ষ্মী পায়ে ঠেলার বিলাসিতা করার মত মুরোদ নয় তার। অগত্যা বোনঝির সাথে দেখা করতে জমিদার বাড়ি আসা। এদের বাড়ির চাকররাও  তার থেকে ভাল পোশাক পরে; ভাগ্য দেখো মেয়েটার। কোথায় কোন বুড়োর বাড়ির এক কোণে পরে থাকার ব্যবস্থা করেছিল সে, এখন বন্দিতা রাজরানী।  জমিদার ত্রিলোচন রায় চৌধুরীর যাকে পছন্দ নয় তাকে তিনি সেটা বুঝিয়ে দিতে দ্বিধা বোধ করেন না। বন্দিতার মামা তার তেমন এক অপছন্দের পাত্র । বৌমার মুখে তিনি যা  শুনেছেন তারপর বৌমার তাদের প্রতি টান দেখে আশ্চর্য হন ত্রিলোচন বাবু। কিন্তু কুটুম্ব তারা। হাতে কর...

Trust

Ishaan Dev woke up at the sound of the hourly bells and trumpets and found himself alone in bed. It took him some time to realise that he had perhaps overslept as he looked confused, half asleep first at the hourglass and then at the sun rays coming into the chambers through the swaying curtains. He sat up to suddenly remember the happenings of the night, as his eyes travelled to the blood stain on the sheet and he sat in contemplation for a good few minutes. He finally had his moment with Priyambada and it was nothing like he had imagined it to be. A part of him that yearned to touch her and taste her was satisfied enough to realise that his longing for her was not only physical. When bodies entwined in the union, and he had pushed himself in, as he had with a hundred other women before her, something in him felt a different sense of completeness and fulfilment that he realised was missing from his life. He had seen Priyambada react to the sensations that were completely new to her, m...

Gratefulness

Aniruddha did not return home that night, he informed on the telephone that he was stuck in urgent work so he would return home the next day after spending the night at the client's house. Bondita spent a sleepless night. What would she tell Barrister Babu? And why would he believe it? She was lost in her thoughts twisting and turning in bed all night. She was hurt. Was her husband so reluctant towards their relationship that he did not wish to return home because of her? Once he was busy with some work and was pacing in the study room. Bondita was a child. Her Jetha Shoshur Moshai had taught her to serve her husband. She used to see Bihari take a cup of tea to the study room every day. Despite Bihari's resistance, she picked up the cup of tea that day.  "Don't do this, Ginnima ," Bihari was terrified. “Barrister Babu does not like to talk or be disturbed during his work. If he gets angry, I will lose my job.” Bondita ignored his words and entered the study room w...